the male goldfinch passed away today. he bled to death. I feel very guilty about it. I caught him to inspect his legs and maybe put some cream on. He had few weird scabs on his legs and when I had him in my hand he managed to rip of of them off and started bleeding. I tried to stop the bleeding and when the blood eventually stopped flowing it was too late - he was too weak to survive such blood loss and died in my hands. it was my fault.
I'm all in tears now but I also think that he is better off dead... he wasn't getting better, he was spending his all day sitting on one spot in the cage because those rotten legs were killing him, he was eating and drinking but not gaining weight, his life was a misery. and the other two birds aren't getting better either. I'm thinking about putting the canary down and letting the female goldfinch fly free... she is the wild bird that was caught and sold for profit by a local scumbag...
I just feel very sorry that we've never recorded his mad singing. he used to sing for hours and hours, there was no way to shut him up. here's only very short video of happy days:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iPWWrl389s